Wednesday, April 16, 2008

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

should i? shouldn't i?

its recruiting like anyone now. it used to be very 'high class' and exclusive but due to the turnover rate, its accepting even those who are even bigger than i am..... desperate times, desperate measures huh?

everybody thinks i can make it...... but i seriously doubt so. with the ugly toenails and the seasonal acne breakouts..... and the fact that if i were to be rejected.... i'll feel so
dejected
devastated
depressed
disappointed
(4 'd's equates to a mental health disorder. heh! but its not these 'd's tho. its deviation from the norm, distressing, etc).

and of course, i'll have the parents (or mum rather) to psycho.

i'll definitely continue with the counselling if i were to work there.....

decisions decisions

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Thursday, April 10, 2008

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

BOO!

heyyyyyyy!

howzit going?

i managed to clear my previous trimester.... cleared everything. i've never been more tied up in my life. what with the family service centre every single day, the 4 demanding modules, the case presentation and tuition. heh! tuition. pfft!

i'm supposed to have 3 tuition gigs. let me name them.
pasir ris tuition
mango* tuition, and
tuition centre (where i'm given a class of monkeys)- i hate it.

mango tuition disappeared on me.... we got to the 7th lesson and she had to disappear..... i'l love to continue but what can i do? i hope the family's not in any trouble.

anyways, i'm still very much involved with the family service centre. i learn about the running of programmes and its really enriching. i'd rather be there and not be paid than be paid and remain unhappy at the tuition centre.

this leads to the tuition centre.

the principal's threatening to sue me if i quit. i tendered my resignation because i won't be attending regularly. i need to go to prison (i've clients there too) every fortnightly on saturdays and i don't think it'll be good for the students at the tuition centre to have me, an irregular teacher, teach them. besides, i'll have the family, children and youth programmes from the centre too. i told the tuition centre about this before i signed the contract and they said to just inform them in advance if i can't come. desperation at its maximum (just my opinion). well, my stupidity to believe that everyone's nice and operate on goodwill. tsktsktsk. they made me sign the contract when i was about to leave the lesson for the day, in a hurry and said that i have to sign the contract before i go. i don't even have time to read and think about it and they didn't even put me on probabtion.

lesson learnt.

i can't be nice to certain groups of people. i have to be more firm and i don't have to be nice and help everyone. there are theose who don't deserve my kindness. God doesn't expect me to. God would love it more if i were to help animals then those people there.

ps: hello Milles! i want to see you at 33+ weeks. e-mail me laaaa.....
*muacks!*

gee_jamz@hotmail.com (HEH!)

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